really don't know what's next?!

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I'm not sure what to write here, so I'm just going to get personal!! With all that's going on with the economy and job loss, I'm not sure where I'm headed! The job thing that everyone harps about is not working, duh, they're laying off! Creating my own thing is not working, duh, no money! Bills are way behind, it's getting cold here in Chicago, and my gas bill is high as hell, couldn't pay it! Both my cars got repossessed, my house is going through foreclosure, it's just not looking good right now! I try to be optimistic with my marketing on the internet, starting the 1800Flowers job online, and things like that, but hey, there's always the setback! How about, I haven't started 1800Flowers yet, cause they entered my password wrong. Now I'm waiting for them to contact me with it corrected so I can get a training date! Also the marketing works, but it's not like I'm getting 20 sign ups per day! So, basically time is not on my side, and I'm not sure what to expect anymore! It's a bit depressing, but I'm not about to do anything drastic, what would that do besides make matters way worse? I know I'm not the only one in this situation, obviously, but at this stage, I can't be concerned about anyone else! I have to figure out a way to save my house, it's all I have left other than life! If I can figure this out, then maybe I can help some of these other people going through a similar situation! I guess you guys are probably wondering why I'm posting this? Well, right now, I don't know what else to do!!!!! Taripre$