How will you choose between Spouse and your child?

this is a hard decision that i will do for i love my husband and i also love my kids. they are the reason why i still standing and fight for the best of my family and i dont want any of them to lose in my life. I know that my husband can live his life and can still find a work to survive his daily needs but he is the only man that give me a right path of what i have now and he change my life. My kids are not capable to support their daily needs for they are depending to me and to their father.