Have you cried out loud when your dog died?

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I have my first dogs when i was in academy. 2 local dogs, adorable and big. However, i felt so close with the male one (my family named him Jacky), we play a lot and sometimes just sit there quite, enjoying our time together. He was died because somebody put a poisoned food and throw it to my house verandah. It hurts to see Jacky dying. Anything we did to cure him seem not working at all. When he died, it took me sometime to understand that my silent friend was gone forever. Even afterwards my family adopt 5 more dogs, none of them ever felt the same like my old furry friend Jacky. How i still missed him, even after 10 years since he died.