My Life/ What Would You Do?  

Explorations thank you so much! At first to me it seemed as though I wasn't doingt he right thing for the simples fact his family is telling me that I shouldn't listen to all the females that are contacting me and that me and him should just sit down and try to work things out. What I am trying to get his family to understand and realize that this isn't the first time Ryan has done this to me and as the looks of it if I take him back once again it may even happen another time and I am not a woman so is going to sit around and constantly be cheated on.

cjrwells thank you so much for commenting back on what I said. I am so sorry to hear that you had to go through divorce. I will take into consideration everything that you have said btu at the same time I have lived in the moment several times over and over again. This isn't the first time Ryan has hurt me this way only this time is like one thousand time worse than the first. How much can one person take si all I have to say. Seeing that I am strong I am going to move on what is the point in sitting there while he is constantly hurting me. It isn't logical to me not one bit. I have a baby to think about now and if I stayed it would be like I was saying well Ryan you go cheat then come home lay up with me and bring me and your child all the diseases in the world but I amnot that type of woman who pretends that nothing is going on. Am I wrong for walking away?

No you are not wrong. You are human, you are a woman. Those "moments" are making you stronger, believe that even if you don't feel it. My mom told me (during the divorce) that if it don't kill ya, it'll only make you stronger! It did!! And in those hard spots just know you are still breathing, you're still alive and you will make it. I would let Ryan go. I wouldn't answer his calls, I would act like I never seen him before in my life and believe me he would notice and come running to find out what is wrong suddenly with me. The best revenge is to let him see you doing exceptionally well. People who are doing bad try to hide. That is not you, be proud, you're a MOMMIE!!! And believe me when that little one looks at you like you are the Queen of all the earth and there is none like you, well its special and if he wants to lose out so be it. One day regret will set in with him. I have found this to be true: when a person hurts you it seems they are having the time of their lives, but they cannot drown out the cries of the pain they have caused. And it will catch up and overtake him. That I know. Hang in there lady. Huggs, lovee, and blessings to you!!