saying goodbye to my dad  

Am really sorry for you missing your father.I met the same situation on the day that i should lose my father too.Four years back,when i was in my first year of college,he passed away.He have not scolded me even a single time till his life.I consider him as ma God,good friend,role model apart from my very caring and lovable father.I do not want to think even that i am without him.He celebrates ma birthday than any other auspicious days,very much of excitation and with more interests,giving parties for his friends and so on.He took away all those celeberations along with his departure because his funeral day is on ma birthday.Ever since his death am not celeberating my birthday and i don't like that day.i have felt so many times that i should not come across that day because it sickens me the most

My father expired a year ago and I still find it difficult to accept that he is no more.He was full of life and looking forward to enjoy retired life and he had heart attack.I know one day I too have to pack up from this earth and go.Then there will be a reunion!!Till then he will live in my heart.

I remember when the doctor said my Dad's cancer is Stage 5 and described the pain Dad will undergo in the next few months. I did cried a lot and prayed to God to take my Dad if it is His will. I'd rather see him die than to see him in deep pain and stuck on his bed. Yes, dad died in less than 2 months after. But I have prepared myself for that. I really have to let go because there's nothing I can do. It is destined to happen. Although, the thought of not seeing him anymore still makes me cry. I'm just happy for him because he's done with the pain, stress, and problems in life. Unlike me, still struggling with the big battle. Well, I know my dad is doing good out there. I just hope I could finish my tasks before I leave the world. I hate backlogs because I know there's no turning back.