The Women in My Life

@reasco1 (299)
United States
April 17, 2009 10:37am CST
When I was a young man growing up my mother always told me to have respect for women and during the course of my life I prided myself for doing just that treating women with respect and kindness and even though I am a divorced man of 45 yrs old and have 2 children by as many women I still treat my sisters with respect and kindness. However all the women today in my life play a different roll in my life because I've been single for many years now and yes at peace with it all. These days I just go with the flow and continue too seek my true soul mate and if she truly exist we will meet. Yes I know that I've fathered too children by 2 mothers but neither of them was my soul mate, don't get me wrong I loved my ex-wife very dearly but I was not truly in love with her or I would not have cheated on her at all. Things happen and I always thought of my self as a 1 woman man but like most men I was week and in need. And now I may have blew my chance of real love but only God knows the answer too that life long question. While Growing up through the years I've rarely been treated with the same respect and kindness that I've been giving too women all my life. Not too say that I'm a special guy or an extra extraordinary man I'm just a man who loves God, Family, Friend and Country. Like every good man out there we can make mistakes and life can seem to beat you down until there's no way out and life carries you to a place that can change your world in a way that you know longer can believe in love or success. But through faith you find the strength to go on and start a new way of thinking and a new way of living in the darkness of false truths and unseen enemies you know that God is with you and that the people around you affects the way you honor God. So now I let God guide my way and if by some great blessing I do finally meet my soul mate I promise to God that I will not mess it up. Good day
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