disguise???
By happyforever
@happyforever (191)
China
April 22, 2009 12:38am CST
Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside you will never measure up, to those people you must be strong, you can't show them that you are weak.
Have you ever told someone something that far from the truth, just let them know that you are ok, just to make them stop all the questions they may have.
Have you ever see your face in a mirror there's a smile, but inside you're just a mess. You feel far from good.
Have you ever had this wish of being somewhere else, to let go of your disguise all your worries to and from that moment then you see things clear.
2 responses
@mira91 (985)
• Singapore
22 Apr 09
Oh dear, i've felt that way before...I felt so pathetic and exhausted of always trying to keep up with the facade...Because i don't want to ruin the day for others when they're so joyful and enthusiastic, so i had to smile throughout my pain...At that time, i was a different person i believe. Different that who i am now. At that time, My emotions always got the better of me and i hated it but didn't know how to change it. But i don't know how, but it just happened to me that i do not want to be feeling that way anymore and i didn't...Usually i go somewhere where it's quiet and where i won't be disturbed for me to sort these emotions out...Wearing a disguise on is tiring, as tiring as the pain that courses through you...=[
