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I have already tried that. I tried staying away from him for a whole day and when he finds out that I am mad at him then he gets mad and starts a big fight. Everytime I do anything to try to get his attention then he says if you are going to act like that then pack your stuff cause your gone. He has kicked one thing into me before and the last big fight we had he pushed me on the ground. He scares me so much when he does this because I'm always scared he will do it to our little girl when she gets older. There has been so many times I have wanted to leave but I have no where to go but the streets and I cant take my little girl there. neither of us has a actual job. i work selling avon but that is not that much. his mom and family buys everything for us and the baby. i dont want to take the baby from them because they have been there and buying her stuff since the day they found out i was pregnant. He said that i am not taking her if i leave but he dont even want to hold her. When im in the shower and she cries he will come and get me because he dont want to fool with her. if im gone and she cries he will just let her lay there and cry. i dont want to say this but i dont even trust him with her anymore. he gets mad when i have a doctors appointment or something i have to be at because he has to sit in the truck. he even gets mad when i want to call or visit my own family. he hates my family and i dont see why. i feel like im in a prison. he tells me what i can wear and how to do my hair. i cant wear makeup or even get my nails down, not to mention i cant go to a tanning bed either. I just cant be a girl anymore. if i change one thing or do something different to the way i look or even do my hair for one day he wont let me out of the house and he always ask me who i am dressing up for. if i tell him i want to lose a little weight or tone up he ask me who i am trying to look good for. i just dont know what to do anymore. if i talked about making an appointment for my teeth or eyes he tells me that he dont want to sit in the truck all day and to deal with it.