Getting Help in return

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This is a touchy subject for many and I do apologize ahead of time if I offend anyone. Over the course of my life time, I have constantly given help to many people. Always going out of my way to do the very best I can in helping them to achieve success, etc. No matter the cause or what is needed, I have always gone that extra step to help someone that is in my life. Recently, I was actually in need of help, but, for what ever reason, I can't get the help I need. I feel insulted in some aspects, as if I am now a burden because I asked someone in kind to help me, someone that I helped many times through out their life with issues that have come up for them. The sad part, I'm related to this person and they should be the one to look out for me and help me. I feel at a huge loss and am ready to actually just give up totally. I have already lost hope that things in my life don't matter and that what ever I do, I will be stuck in this never ending spiral that is taking me no where. Where do I go from here? What do I do? I don't want to ask someone else that well, I haven't helped because, in some aspects I don't feel it is right, but at the same time I am confused. I know this probably doesn't make much sense.