Contemplated Suicide...

No your dog is not..YOUR MOTHER IS..you love her thats why you take care of her and your straight A sister behaves wierdo herself..bring out your energy and act now! dont let those fools to put you down..by your deeds you are the CONCOURER

I felt like crying after reading this. I am very sorry that you were forced to grow up at such a young age and that you must face all of these trials. Please don't commit suicide though. It's not a solution.
I know your family and friends may not show it, but they most likely do care about you and your well being. I think they they need help and are afraid of admitting that, and if they don't get help, they can't reach out to you. I think you need the help the most, honestly.
You're very brave to live through all of that. Please keep hanging on because things will get better. I promise someone does care about you and if you were to kill yourself, it would not go unnoticed. Don't ever think the world would be a better place without you. You aren't worthless, you're a human being.
One day you're going to break free from all of that. There will be a breakthrough. We are products of our past, but we don't have to be prisoners of it. The people who have broken the chains of their pasts are the ones who change the world. So keep going. Everything you do now will contribute to the lives you're going to change in the future. There is rescue.

You've had it tough but killing yourself is not the answer,go to see your doctor it sounds as though you have depression.I've been depressed for years it nothing to be ashamed of,it's not your fault,and you shouldn't rule out medication,my meds have saved me from being a complete nutcase.As for your friend,she can't be much of a friend if she treats you like that,she will make you feel worse,which is not what you need.There are plenty more people out there who will want to be friends with you and who will treat you right and help you get through this..I'm going to add you as a friend so if you want to talk just message me xx

YOU are depressed and you NEED to get help ASAP. Call the suicide help line right now. Anyone who talks suicide will do it, I know its true. Please get help now, do not waste one more minute of your presious life. My lord think of what your saying???? Call now!!

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Once in our lifetime, most of us will think about suicide. Like you, I have contemplated about suicide many years ago. But, I thank God for not allowing me to do it. It should not be something we should do to ourselves. We may have the worst situation in life based on our assessment, but there is always a sunshine after the dark night. And as many said, there's a light at the end of the tunnel. But you need to go through the tunnel to see the light. You might be undergoing severe trials, but at the end, you will find the light of the day. Keep up and let patience have her perfect work in your life.

suicide is never an option. being fat and stupid. there is nothing wrong with being fat and being stupid... well there is no stupid or dumb person in the world.

don't let other people "put you in your place" it is you who decide what to do with your life.

i also sometimes thought or think about it also but running from a problem than facing them is cowardly like.

being fat, there's nothing wrong with it exercise and diet and a motive can always change that. I was a overly obese at one point in my life and now im just a litttle fat in the middle but that will change through time.

life is like a wheel there are times that you are in the top and when you are in the bottom. the longer you are in the bottom the longer you are in the top^^

It sounds as though you have been dealt a tough hand in life, but suicide is not the answer. Please get help and quick. I know that you said you do not like meds, I felt the same way for years but have been taking an anti-depressant for about 2+ years and it has helped tremendously. Call your local health clinic for help. Most areas have a clinic that helps people with no insurance. Get out and meet new people maybe a singles group or a church group or somewhere that you can find a group of supportive people. Things can get better, please take that first step so that things can start to change for you.

Hello Seldenta,
So sorry you feel that way to yourself. But regardless of what's your problem, you don't have the right to kill your self. There's reason for everything. Your Mom should not treat you that way for without you nobody will take care of her. It's a lot of help for you're there beside her. She's so lucky and should be tahnkful to have you around. I believe that's the reason why you can't find a job for taking care of her is a hard job for you don't have compensation at all plus the fact that you can hear something that is negative. Don't mind them, just do your job. Be happy.

Listen to me, suicide is not the answer. Though life can be sometimes cruel you are still living my friend. You still breathe another day. Many people in the world don't wake up too see another day. Make the best of your life. Don't make a broken down van be an excuse not to work && just because people in your life fail you make attempts to find new friends. Friends that will love you for what you are. Do what you need to do to get out of this nasty life without actually taking yourself out. I would like to believe god put you here for a reason. You just need to find out what that reason is. If you ever need to someone to talk to please message me...I'll be that friend you need.....