miss my friends

sometimes, in my life their is point where it gets so boring and i really wish i can be 18 again, have freedom to do whatever i want, go out with friends, no responsabilities, at all. I have 2 boys, and i love them more than this world. but is get really stress and my husband is military and i am so sick of military life we are always moving and we are so far form our families and friends i dont have any friends to hang out with, i still keep in touch with my high school friends but they are in a different coast and i dont see them any more and i wish i can just go and hang out with them without worrying about anything. and may be just live closer to them so i can visit them, but with two kids there is not much one can do, especially the money part and that they still very young, so sometimes i do wish to forward time so my kids are old enough that if you still them seat here they just seat there without questioning. or they can hold their hunger without crying or just throwing a fit. I really miss just hanging out having fun, and having to care just about me. But this are just dreams now, time went so fast, that i didnt enjoy it as much as i should have it. so those of you out there that still young have no responsabilities, enjoy it dont rush it, it goes faster than you think and if you think being grow up gets better, well is has its advantages but its really hard. and it sometimes depressing.