I take effexor for depression and clonazepam for anxiety

I don’t know nothing about medicines for depression or anxiety but I wish I knew more since I have been trying all my life to not get near medicine for my depression and anxiety. I think that only persons that have helped me are my kids since I have to look out for them. But there have been many times that I almost go craysy because I try to boodle everything up and at the end I just want to die so I will cry for day and for anything. And I get anxiety attacks were I want to scream or hit something for no reason but there are times that I can’t do it so I will try to control it and I will get dizzy.