who are you when you are inlove?
By redphile
@redphile (2264)
Philippines
October 22, 2009 11:48am CST
when im so inlove with a person, i put everything into it, my mind, body and soul. I dont believe in love that has boundaries. i think its not love at all. you may tell me that im living in a perfect world, that people cannot make mistakes. but i also believe in forgiving. however, because of this attitude, when i get a heartache from someone I love, it really hurts me deep down inside. Like I feel like I want to die. Sometimes I have a tendency to hurt myself, or starve myself instead of hurting the other person, Id rather suffer than them. I think Im going crazy when inlove. But hey , I can still control myself, and still scared of dying, so I just hurt myself for a while and then I try to cry out all my tears until I get to sleep.I get myself busy with different activities, sports, malling, or with work,. But when I get home, I cry again. How about you? Who are you wen You are inlove or brokenhearted?
2 responses
@uchihaseymour (1025)
• American Samoa
22 Oct 09
haha! I always fall in love each semester... and i would be so sheepish and also there are so many barriers. and i can't even focus in my studies. then i would do stupid things. and in the end i would just go and laugh for my self for what i have done stupid. (^^,) but time will come that i will not be sheepish again and fine a true love hehe.. anyways our life is incomplete without love or loving someone else.
@ginahinderliter (270)
• United States
22 Oct 09
I'm the type that will do anything to make the love of my life smile, happy. I ofcourse would like the same in return but don't expect it. I put everything into my relationship. I'm married, so I put everything into my marriage.
@redphile (2264)
• Philippines
22 Oct 09
Thats good if youre married =) Im still in a long tim relationship and Im still not sure whether he is the one or not. I want him to be the one and no one else, but everyboady makes mistakes and he has a lot. There had been alot of times that he has hurt me, but being the forgiving person that I am, I just let it slide all because of love. =( All I really want to do is put my whole self, offer my whole life to the person I love, like what you said, to make him happy. But how do I know, if all of that are worth it.. i think thats the challenge of life for me.. =(
