Broken Hearts   

So in a flash my life has just completely changed...The person I foolishly thought I would be with for the rest of my life finally confessed that he has been seeing someone else!!!WHAT!!!I am a little bit shocked but not completely,Ive known that he has not been completely happy but he was never able to tell me why.I am the more vocal of the two and always let him know how I felt so he never had to question where I stood,but I on the other hand always had to guess where his head was at.Maybe things could have been different maybe better but I guess now its to late.We have a three year old son together and it kills me to have to tell him that his DADDY will be leaving...How do you explain that to a three year old???I love this man with all my heart but from this moment on i refuse to let him know that...He says he loves me but I dont beleive him,When you love someone your heart is closed off to anyone else...or at least for me it is.I guess this year is a complete fresh start for me but I'm a little scared and nervuos.Oh ya did I mention that the girl he is choosing over his family is MARRIED!!!I just gotta say Good Luck with that...