I hate myself ........  

I still have friends that I think of all of the time and I know that they don't really think about me at all. We where so close that I cared about them as family but I know that they didn't really care about me like family ones I moved away they all forgot about me even though I never forgot about them. Even though they don't talk to me I think about them and think back to what was and I wish I could have that back. I didn't do anything wrong. I'm sure that you didn't do anything to bad and if you apologized and they don't like you apologize then they weren't our friend anyways because they don't care even though you said you where sorry. Real friends will take your apologizes and get over what ever it was and move on.

I'm very careful about making any friendships.It's not easy to find out who may be faithful to you and who may stab you in the back.The truth is you must be watchful!

why u care one who donot care u?
doont be silly, my friend,there r many types of friends in the world
u can meet other friend who r faith to u
doont trouble a guy who is worthless

now thats one of the good reasons why i dont have friends. har har har. i am not a person who collects friends. i dont have friends but just aquaintances. my wife has friends and they grew to be my friends too but friends of my own i dont really have. i like being alone and i dont like to get attached to people for sometimes they use you or manipulates you. i can say not all but i have bad experiences already regarding things like that. i am happy that i have my wife and my son and thats it. you should better love yourself above all than loving your friends. you should choose your friends properly and make sure that they dont hurt or just use you.