thinking that every one love to look *special*and *better* then other...

Japan
March 30, 2010 8:20pm CST
I was thinking in every place,every where i go and in where i am in and out i love to be the special one and like to feel special,in my work place i used to be stay different from other:)the way i am dressing up,the way i walk and the way i am talking i often tell myself i am different :)and that is my best way to show myself to people that i got more point to look at of:)i think not only me thinking this thing to look better and different,to look the best and to feel special in whole world that you leave and my Lot friend you all so special to me,and asking you to think better to get the better one:)
2 responses
• Philippines
31 Mar 10
actually i just want to be as simple as i can be and i dont want to compare myself to other people like whose better nor special. if i wear something i wear it coz i want to wear it and im comfortable to wear it and not because i want someone's attention. i know we cant really avoid those who feel jealous to us if we look better than them but its their problem already and they will die being jealous if they want as im not affected at all. if they are the best then fine with them and im also fine with it as long as no one harm me in my daily life.
• Philippines
31 Mar 10
LOL. I also have the same perspective as yours anita. And somehow, I'm becoming more of a narcissist. I feel superior to others. I always think that I have a unique charming face amongst girls.LOL. And when people are looking at me, I would think that they find me attractive. What kind of self-esteem do I have? But, there would also be times when I feel so ugly. Happy mylotting