thinking that every one love to look *special*and *better* then other...  

LOL. I also have the same perspective as yours anita. And somehow, I'm becoming more of a narcissist. I feel superior to others. I always think that I have a unique charming face amongst girls.LOL. And when people are looking at me, I would think that they find me attractive. What kind of self-esteem do I have? But, there would also be times when I feel so ugly.


Happy mylotting

actually i just want to be as simple as i can be and i dont want to compare myself to other people like whose better nor special. if i wear something i wear it coz i want to wear it and im comfortable to wear it and not because i want someone's attention. i know we cant really avoid those who feel jealous to us if we look better than them but its their problem already and they will die being jealous if they want as im not affected at all. if they are the best then fine with them and im also fine with it as long as no one harm me in my daily life.

I think to be a special and better than other is keep yourself to always make a better things and I think to be the best and special is make a something different from other.