Disgusted  

as most of my friends here are aware.. a bit over a year ago i went through the decision making process of having another child. after docs and physicals and finally getting the green light of GO FOR IT! the maggot and i started in on another baby. after thinking wed hit the mark, and i was ecstatic about the thought of being a mother again.. the maggot informs me that being married is "too much responsibility.. too much work" and threw his wedding ring at me and very bluntly told me to "go f*** yerself" really needless to say, i went.. completely insane.

im reading this story tonight ...

http://backporch.fanhouse...

... and that memory came rushing back to me. i dont have to imagine what this woman is going through right now. i lived it. with the blessed exception that i, thankfully.. was not pregnant afterall. my heart breaks for her, and her unborn babies.

so i ask here, of the men who decide the grass is greener over the septic.. WHY?! wtf possesses you people to just walk out on the women who devote their lives to you? and when theyre PREGNANT when you should be closer than anything of ALL times!! WHY!?