an angel needs help  

This is somehow a hard thing to do - to admit that there is something wrong..to declare that you need help..

More often than not, life is unfair. It breaks my heart to see Cadie's OAE (otoacoustic emission) test result. I am still in denial that my 10-month old wonderful baby is going to be deaf for the rest of her life. If she stays being deaf, she also becomes mute and I don't want that to happen. In fact, I want her to live a normal life. To sing like no one cares, to dance to the tune of her favorite music. To watch movies, concerts and theater plays. And I simply want her to listen to me when I read to her her story books. The only solution according to the doctor is for her to wear a hearing aid which costs nearly a hundred of thousands or to undergo a cochlear implant which,of course, costs a fortune. She still needs to undergo several tests in Manila. It's just unfortunate that my sister jabs is also going through dialysis treatment twice a week so resources are not enough to fund them both. NO.The truth is, we have no more resources. I don't wanna lose faith. I still want to hope. I want to raise funds but I don't know where and how to start. I pray to God that tomorrow when I wake up, I already have something in mind that will benefit them both. :(