My Diary  

That is a very heart felt diary i can feel the emotion coming out from what you write i understand that couples are sometimes not really ment to be together but they always have there ups and downs just like a musical beat but all you got to know is to keep you head held high and look forward for tomorrow and i shall be better for me i don't write in a diary i just tell my girlfriend about what happens on a daily bases and i get like a kiss and hug for it because she is like always interested in what i do on the daily bases xD I know she writes in a journal herself but i don't have the time to look for it xD have a nice day elleb0418

Nah.. I don't write a diary... =)


But hey, I think we are feeling the same thing. It has been almost a year since I broke up with my girlfriend. And now, it's kinda weird that I am thinking of her a lot lately. I mean I am missing all the things about her. I miss all the things that she does for me. There is this feeling that I still feel something for her.


But anyway, I won't tell it to her. I think she has really moved on quite well. She has someone new and I should just be happy for her.

i keep a journal of my day's happenings. i have written some things in the past i would like to forget. they come out to haunt me sometimes in my thoughts. i have to concentrate on what is good, because so much bad is around.

i dont keep my own diary coz i dont want anyone to read my private life, though if theres some important thing that i need to keep, i just write it and save it as draft in my email then if i want to retrieve it i just open it there, at least its well protected with my password. i also try to change m password twice a year to make sure no one can access it. i still believe in my privacy and that its all mine unless i want to tell that to anyone. Its just so embarrassing to think that someone knows my secret, and what if i have diary and i bring it at work and someone naughty enough to see it then it will be a big trouble.

hey elle..i also keep a diary. started writing from 2000. felt the need to document what ever happens in my life. so whenever i'm sad or happy or if i've got a crush on someone- all of that goes into my diary. for the past 3years, my diary was filled with stuff about only one person n now he has broken my heart. guess it wasn't mean to be! i still dream about him, all goes into my diary. but guess we can never ever get back together. so i'm moving on and believe me its a very hard thing to do!

My situation is similar to yours. About a month ago i had a dream about an old collegue who i had a big crush on. When i woke up, i couldn't get him out of my head. Later in the day, i tried to find a way to contact him. But, i didn't have any success with that. I guess you still have feelings for him and wonder how's he is doing. Memories are so special...

I salute you for the brave act of admitting that you love him and what's more admirable is you wishing him happniness despite whatever that has happened in the past.

Now, on to your question. When I was younger, I kept a journal of the day's happennings but it was not a daily habit. I only did it when I felt like writing it down. Now, I still don't keep a diary but I do have a blog where I write about anything under the sun. :)

I know what you mean. I think about certain people all of the time. And like you, I haven't heard from them in so many years. Like you, I remember both the good times and the bad times I had with them. I reflect a lot on my past experience at night as I'm trying to fall asleep, because for me, reflecting on my past experiences with my friends and family members really relaxes me, as strange as that may seem. It really calms my nerves. You know, until I read your entry, I thought I was the only one who ever did that. Thank you so much for sharing this entry. At least I know now that it's just a normal part of every day life and there is nothing wrong with it.

no i dont write a diary becaue i am afraid peple can get it in their hands and read my materials

Nope i never been fond of dairies. I only did diary before when we were required by our values edcation professor but after that year, I ended my diary writing too. I love to write but I don't want to make it a hobby of writing what happened to me everyday, especially when all is usual... I hate it when I wrote oh nothing hapened just an ordinary routine day...