Sunday May 23 marks 3 years........It's still sometimes hard to believe.....
By BlueAngelRS
@BlueAngelRS (2899)
Canada
May 9, 2010 11:41pm CST
I thought that I would start this discussion tonight as I don't know what I'm doing or how I'm going to feel on that day.....
3 years have passed since I heard the heartbreaking news we have to get you delivered there is no heartbeat....So many ups and downs have happened in my life since then but I'm happy to report that even if the going gets tough I'm still going and trying my hardest to move on with my life....
I miss and love and think about my sweet Angel Rochelle everyday.....I miss and love you babygirl.....I might just spend that day with close friends and family I'm not sure yet.....
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@whiteheather39 (24403)
• United States
10 May 10
I am so sorry to hear of children dying. Somehow it is comforting to think of them being pure and without sin going straight to God's loving care.
I see from another discussion where you are very blessed to have another babygirl who is 3 and having her 4th birthday this month. So this celebration should ease your pain.
http://www.mylot.com/w/discussions/2311915.aspx?p=1#1_13398825
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@whiteheather39 (24403)
• United States
10 May 10
BTW I just looked at the picture of your lovely little girl. I just wanted to let others know you have a beautiful picture of this little angel on your profile.
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@BlueAngelRS (2899)
• Canada
11 May 10
Yes that is exactly what my Mom said too smiles she said that I remember something heartbreaking but turn around and celebrate a miracle and that is exactly how I look at it as it could of been my daughter that is still here....I thank God for my kids every chance I get I try and pray often as I feel closer to him and my babygirl that is with him....Thank you so much on the compliment of my sweet angel smiles hugzzzzz....
@Blondie2222 (28610)
• United States
10 May 10
SS to hear about you're loss. I know what you're going thru my friend was 6-8 weeks long in her pregnancy and she just lost the baby today due to a miscarriage. I know how you feel! Best of luck to you and being around friends/family will help out because then you won't have it on your mind and you will be occupied doing other things.
@BlueAngelRS (2899)
• Canada
11 May 10
Thanks so much I'm sorry to hear of your friends loss it's never easy but it gets better in time....
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@screwdriver (643)
• Philippines
10 May 10
May the courage be with you and the strength of God is upon you and your family. Everything happens on purpose. Trust God and everything will be alright.
@BlueAngelRS (2899)
• Canada
10 May 10
God Bless.....I have found my relationship with him and he is who I turn to when things go bad in my life....God Bless.....
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@bamrahkirti (1821)
• India
10 May 10
Dear all i can say is that may God give you strength,courage and peace of mind to move on in life.It is jut terrible to lose somebody and i just pray to God that may her soul rests in peace.
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@lelin1123 (15594)
• Puerto Rico
10 May 10
OMG I'm so sorry for your loss. It has to be the hardest thing to go through. I suffered a miscarriage about 33 years ago and I still think about it from time to time. Know that your precious little girl is in heaven and she is now an angel. Your angel in heaven. May God continue to bless you.
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@BlueAngelRS (2899)
• Canada
11 May 10
Thanks so much and God Bless you too hun.....I know that it does ease pain and get easier to live with in time and as days go on but that day seems to be the hardest as it marks another year....
@PurpleTeddyBear (6685)
• Canada
23 May 10
I feel that you have done really well in dealing with all of this. You are one of the strongest people I know. I will be thinking of her today (May 23rd) as well!
@PurpleTeddyBear (6685)
• Canada
24 May 10
You have told me a ton how much you appreciate me being there since the day you lost Rochelle and I don't doubt for a second that you do appreciate it. We were the best of friends at the time and I was just doing my job LoL! I know we aren't as close as we used to be because of a few recent disagreements and misunderstandings, BUT if I could go back in time I wouldn't change a thing! I was happy to be there and help you!
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@BlueAngelRS (2899)
• Canada
27 Jun 10
I'm sure with time we will get that again some day.....That is what friends are for....I'm so sorry it has taken me forever to reply to this but we are using a very very very crappy pc at home and it won't allow me to post on mylot so until I can save the money to get me a new pc I'm stuck with what I got lol....
@BlueAngelRS (2899)
• Canada
23 May 10
Thanks hun that means alot that you say that.......And I know you will be thinking of her too you have been there all this time and I appreciate that sooo much....
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@BlueAngelRS (2899)
• Canada
17 May 10
Thank-you dawnald I'm hoping to spend that day with close friends and do something special to reflect and remember her.....
