which was turning point?

im not sure yet, cause im still 19 years old~ but, if there's one thing at least for me to share, that was by, not focusing my schools much.. :( I really really disappointed for myself... but It is just the beginning, i must strive harder for my future and for my family! also, i have realized on the quarter of my student career as an HRM student, there is a situation wherein i wanted to become an environmentalist, silly me, it makes me more confused for my future... still, trying to go with the flow~