Silent feelings, and emotions... who causes you to think too much?

My girlfriend, she left me two times and I'm such a fool to be lied for two times also. When she came back to me, I accepted her, but deep inside me, there is still this incurable pain. I made her cry several times because of the bitterness that I felt. I confronted her so many times already. Still, there were times that I just want to shout so loud and I want her to see me. I just couldn't accept the fact that she preferred to be with the other guys. I'm so frustrated with my life. Even though we are together, I'm still hurting deep inside because of the past. Now, I learned to forgive myself and my girlfriend also. We are stronger now, and continuously going strong.

Hello Chiyosan, I don't know what much to think, except that i tend to think or imagine things when am depressed or in a situation that am merely not used to having. as for being pranked there are situations that i wanted to say about my siblings with out telling them upfront but there was a case once where i have said something shocking and truthful but that was it basically. i stop talking about those since i believe it's too late already.

Well, yes and it is normal. I have this emotion which I have kept in my heart for so long. It was unexpressed because I want us not to argue. But I think God saved me and wanted me to be freed. Yes, the unexpressed emotion was towards my ex boyfriend. Although, I am very much fine now.