I can not stop to describe my life better than it actually is .......

I think you have to stand on who you are and how your life is. We all go through difficult times and sometimes that is not bad. your friends will also continue to stand with you. However, this could be relatively worse, because you just lied. but it is better to admit that, otherwise you will always be following. for example if someone asks you what was exactly going on there and there again. I would also recommend you professional help. but first Accept yourself and your life, make the best of it and hide not yourself in your dream world! It's difficult when you have get used to it, but you can make it. let the dreams remain dreams or try to realizing it. if you keep this up, everything will only get worse.

I know many people who are so, maybe less, but earlier today it was pretty much every second or even more. Lies have short legs and followed nunmal lies to himself. Such a thing is based mostly on a low self-esteem and the experience that it is better for people in the group or by friends and acquaintances comes when you cut something, and supposedly has a better family backgrounds. So you can easily stop by you begin to tell you a little less about your family and your CV and answer any questions honestly. Assume that many people recognize the lies of other people too, and say nothing, but the thought to her. Ask yourself what's so bad about your life that you want to stand up better and that you have to tell about it so much. Everyone needs to accept some point of his life. Unless one accepts it, you can not change so much in it and then quitting fairy stories is just difficult.

I think you will remember most of your lies but will forgot some eventually. It is better to start being honest, you'll get used to it if you will commit. If you are lying because as you have mentioned your life is not exciting then make it exciting. You can make things happen, you are in control of your life.

I dont think you can actually forgot those lies that you have made, because even you actually believe on it... Somehow its never too late to be honest not only to others but to yourself too.. I know its hard but if you really want it theres always a way... and for sure you dont want others to do to you what you are doing to them.. I believe what goes around comes around.. and if they are really your friends.. or who ever they are if they really love they might understand it.. however if it is really a big lie, you should prepare yourself to the consequences of what you have done.. All I can say is the earlier you do it the better :) not all lies are bad but if those lies that you made affect other person in a bad way... you should really really try to change it as soon as possible... Hope everything goes better! GOODLUCK