Depressed

good day cherriefic, i understand what you feel. as i was on the same boat before. though i am not living in a province. i can say that i was on the same situation before, because, it is almost the same thing that is happening to me. i am working as an administrator before receiving enough salary but i need to do a career redirection to start a family business here where i am now. but a sudden changed was happened and the family business plan was put into a nowhere plan. and now, i am waiting for a good break for me to start my own. same as you, i am in the part of waiting and this makes me feel depressed. however, i have thinked it thoroughly, why not to divert my attention to other things rather than thinking things which cannot help me to overcome my depression. since i have the internet connection, why not maximizing the use of it. so as a result, i have looked for opportunities on how to earn using this internet connection. and now, i can really say somehow, my depression nearly comes to its end. and my earnings is raising thoroughly. hoping you can also cope up with your depression. perhaps, you can also think of a way on how to make your stay at the province be useful to you. sometimes, we need to love the place and embrace what we have at the moment. and after that, God will surely give us the grace and request of our heart. have a nice day cherriefic.

I understand how feel. I know it hard to get used to province life especially if you have been in the city for long. You can try to move to cheaper cities that won't require so much money.

Hello there... I can understand how you feel... New city and new environments can be depressing... Better get busy with decorating, watch movies etc... It'll pass soon.. Take care...

Hello. So, you are not yet accustomed to the ways of life in the Province. Here is my experience. I grew up in a small town way out in the province. Lived there for a number of years. When I grew up to the age when I needed to start my career, I had to move to the city. Oh, that was a hard time living in the city. I felt so depressed. I missed my small town so much. So, how does that sound ? It is the other way around, right ? Don't worry. You will be happpier soon !

Well i live in a villige for the past 2 years and went for a day to the city :P And well i'm 21 and somehow i feel ok here . The only thing i miss is a gf but you know its impossible to get one being a villige (farmer) boy :P Well at least i got internet i did not even have that first 6 months :P

I think that it is process that you are living and it happen to everybody when they move to a different place, they miss their place and friends and customs. But I thing you should give you at least 60 days and then if you still feel like you don't belong there try to find another place. Good luck.