Risking your bloodline!...  

Last year, i've encountered many problems against my closest cousin in my father's side!...It started when my girlfriend broke up with me!...My cousin witness all the hardships i've done just to have that relationship!...He saw me crying when me and my girlfrined broke-up!...My cousin told me that he will take revenge to that girl of what she did to me!...My cousin want my ex to feel the hurt that she casues me!...But the time comes that my cousin fall in love to my x!...When time goes by, he deeply in loved to my x!...They've been together for 3 months already!...When the date of there 4th monthsarry is fast approaching, my x texted me of what she really feels during that time!...She told me that she still love me and want me back!...Until one time, the most anticipated fight happened!...My cousin risk our being closest cousin and also our bloodline because of that damn girl!..He risk everything!...He regret to be my cousin!...It really feels bad in my part!..I cried every night!....Until now, my cousin blames me of what her girlfriend did!...Their still together until now!...It was an on and off relationship!...All their misunderstanding, arguements, and even l.q's, cousin blames me!...I dont know why!...Maybe it's because of love!...It was a sad story of mine during the year 2006!...I want to forget those things a buried it in my past and not to recall again!..It's my new year's resolution!