why love its exacly like anxiety to use drugs???

You've got it bad. And I know the feeling. You have to put things in perspective and know that you're idealizing a woman. This feeling cannot last (not more than 2 years). Do your best to tame the feeling and get to know the REAL person you feel this way about. Only if you appreciate her true self will the relationship last. Otherwise, you'll have a high for a short while, and suffer long-term withdrawal.

this is somethinmg that has gotten you seriously. i hope its something good and aint bad. for you would disillusioned and one day you got to realized that what are you feeling isnt real and you just got overwhelmed with too much emotions. i hope this would be fixed for all we know your heart is at risk here and personally i want you to decide with your mind clear and not overwhelmed with emotions. you know what i mean right?