christ forgotten  

the scars in my soul,
the wounds in my heart,
they cut so deep it bleeds my life.
not broken, for the wounded deer is the one that leaps the highest.
not comforted by the thoughts of Shangri-la;
nor enlightened by the teachings of christ.
father, how do you forgive such sinners?
your children rebel against you,
youn stood still.
the kill before your eyes,
yet you remain calm.
you wrath which will come soon is what i fear the most.
i once gave comfort to the fallen,
but now Iam the fallen.
a devil to start the wars but no christ to end it.
i stayed in silence to put my words together,
i join the sinfuls to regain innocence.
innocence that left this world long ago
is now a century.
before you come my lord;
from you i will depart.
i will be gone when the first snow falls.
my sins unwashed, ny life unforgiven.
may innocent reborn once more.

kekhrieluotuo