my love my life

may 21 should have been a day of smiles.my oldest daughters24 birthday.but as the lord saw fit he took from this earth a lady that had brightened my life for 17 months.we met and had so many things in common,our daughters our love of laughter.she had 2 daughters as did i.as itry to put into words my feelings i sit and cant help but say oh lord why did she have to leave.it has been the most difficult week of my life.i have lost many i have loved,but this lady touched a place in my heart that has never been reached before.i know there was no doubt in her mind how i felt for her.i told her often but somehow i reflect back and think i could have told her more.in closing always tell the ones you love at every opportunity you love them deeply.