"i always like walking in the rain so no one can see me crying"
By bambi07
@bambi07 (6)
Philippines
September 5, 2007 3:46am CST
In my life, sometimes I have to hide all my pains and burdens and even pretend that I am happy and strong...physically, I try to convince myself to be happy infront of my family, friends and my officemates because i don't want them to feel what i feel...as much as possible, i have to solve my problem in my own little way and be strong enough to face the consequences.
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6 responses
@lilaclady (28206)
• Australia
6 Sep 07
Hello bambi, I noticed you havn't made any posts after this one you made, are you ok my friend. I hope you are I don't like to think someone could be sad, I hope you are ok.... :)
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@lilaclady (28206)
• Australia
11 Sep 07
I think we all do get a down feeling at times in our lives bambi, you keep coming in here and we will cheer you up you have many understanding friends in here...I have added you to my friends list with pleasure....
@bambi07 (6)
• Philippines
11 Sep 07
hi, lilaclady....im pretty muck okay... you don't need to worry. it just so happen that i'm too busy with work right...anyways, thank you very much for the concern my friend...i really do appreciate it so much!!!! hope to hear you soon...please add me as your friend...
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@grecychunny26 (9482)
• Philippines
6 Sep 07
In what i had read in your discussion you are just pretending all along. Don't be like that. Please be inspired by what good things you see around. Don't buried yourself with that loneliness, you only live once and i think you choose happiness instead. Evaluate yourself one time, ask yourself what you really want to happen with your life, you only knew what are these. You have to change now, and the decision is yours.
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@bambi07 (6)
• Philippines
6 Sep 07
hello there!!! thanks for the reply...well, you have a point, grecy....from time to time, i re-eveluate myself, however, there are times that i have to keep it on my own so no one can make it feel the way i feel inside my heart...hope to hear you soon, grecy...
@grecychunny26 (9482)
• Philippines
6 Sep 07
Try to evaluate what are your wants and needs. It is only you that knows it. You deserves to be happy.
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@lilaclady (28206)
• Australia
5 Sep 07
I know how you feel I do almost the samr thing, but I prefer to walk in the dark even though it isn't really sake I guess, I don't like people to see my pain either, maybe we can cheer each other up, welcome to Mylot bambi I hope you like it in here and I know you will meet a lot of lovely people, enjoy... hugs....
@kevsgirlalways (5883)
• Malaysia
6 Sep 07
i can relate to you..sometimes i have to wear a mask on my face too, hide all my sorrows and put on a smile, no matter how sad i'm feeling. all i wanna do is breakdown and cry but i don't want to show that to people. however at times, i think you need to vent and release your anger and sadness, you can't go thru it all alone..you need some support and encouragement from others. i hope you are able to do that. find a friend that you can confide in and perhaps you can share your burden with your friend. take care and hope all is well :)
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@comeonmolly (828)
• China
7 Sep 07
I have the same experience as you do,You are right we can cry in the rain ,no body will sees us cry,We are human beings we have feelings about our sorrows and happiness,we need a way to release ouselves,sometimes crying is a good way to do this,however,we don't want others to see our feelings and our weak,crying in rain is a good feeling...;-)
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