Have you ever committed suicide for the love?

China
March 15, 2008 8:02am CST
When I was 18 years old, I fell in love with a boy who exceled athletics. I once abandonned ex-male friend for the sake of him. I ran out to love him with all strength. But I hate him deeply now, for he always derails. At last, I really could not stand, then I proposed to him that breaking up. He accepted, and fell in love with another girl soon. I really could not accept. Therefore, I was trying to open a gas suicide. Fortunately, I was discovered by my farther and he immediately called the ambulance. Now I lived up to, but I no longer had the courage of love.
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• United States
15 Mar 08
If I did, I wouldn't be posting this ;-) Seriously though... Just had a 14 year old kid hang himself in town last year over a girl. Guess who remembers that? It might seem (in your head) to be the ultimate revenge or that everyone will miss you, but in the end people will forget about it. Here's the trick... you (or anyone else) do NOT need anyone to live and be happy. When people say that the other person "completes" them, I wanna smack 'em upside the head... If you are only half a person, you have no business being in a relationship (unless you are into clingy co-dependency) MOST succesful relationships come from two whole people coming together because they WANT to. If I had a buck for every 1.5 couple (a whole person and a half person in a relationship) in the world, I would be richer than Bill Gates. You can't love someone else until you are OK with yourself first... and there is NO person worth taking your own life over. You only get to live once, make the most of it!
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• China
15 Mar 08
I just want to say : be kind to yourself. If you don't care about yourself, then no one would care about you. you don't have to harass yourself for your boyfriend,he doesn't deserve it. Just remember, there are a lot of good boys in the world, waiting for you. It's just because you haven't met your Mr Right in your life.SO You have to move on.and just keeping moving and looking.
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@ayou82 (3460)
• Philippines
15 Mar 08
I almost did, but i did not do t one it is going to be painful and two he doesnt worth crying for.
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@chiyosan (30194)
• Philippines
16 Mar 08
i guess there are people who have attempted to end their life for the sake of not feeling the pain they are going through. i think it is the worst reason to kill yourself... over someone who hurt you - there are many fishes in the sea, after all. i hope you will never do that again and think better of yourself. you deserve someone better.
@ciades (1624)
• Philippines
16 Mar 08
Yeah, some of us did it and they succeded. Sad to say but there is no such thing to kill ourself just because of we received pain on that certain man. Everyone of this world can't escape of pain and heartache. We can't avoid it and No exemptions! But sometimes, We can't stop our feelings to over ruled us. happy posting.