i am not contented

Philippines
December 1, 2008 9:39pm CST
i am a new lecturer. and i find this feeling right after every lecture i had the feeling of discontentment. maybe because i saw mu students yawning. and some were even discussing among themselves. i just don't liked it. i did my best, but i guess my best wasn't good enough. and i think, i have to double time this time.. grrr. i am just not contented with my performance right now..
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@Zelmarq (12585)
• Cebu City, Philippines
2 Dec 08
Wow, thtas tough jing. Well, it takes a lot of preaprations to have a good lecture and takes more than amount of prayer. Pray, plan, prepare and pray thats the best 4 ps i can give you for the day. Take care and have a nice day!
• Philippines
3 Dec 08
thanks te. and right now, i am really preparing. i just wanted it to be lively. and also i am praying to share to this students. though it is prohibited, i am still praying now. to make a difference to the lives of this students. that is our mission, or my mission when i declared that when i will be accepted, i should share the gospel. so right now, i am sharing. taphaw-taphaw lang sa. but sadly, due to the stresses, my health is giving up, or had gave up. i have coughs and colds and mild fever, and LU-as!! gr. it is really not easy though. but fun!.. and the fashion too!!! grrr, my clothes are coming back every weeek.. hope they won't notice. we still don't have the payment.. huhu.. if you wish to give me gift, please let it be a polo shirt. plenty of them.. hehe.. merry christmas