So Much For Me Time Today....

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My parents are coming over today sometime so that dad can take the boating test online. So much for me time but knowing how dad is, he'll be in a hurry to "get home" once he's finished, how ever long it'll take. So that said, I thought I'd come on here and tell what happened that sent me into such an anxiety attack. I'm hoping to find something to do while they're here so I can avoid the "knowing all too well" questions of what's that on your face?.... duh!! It's called lupus break out thanks to your stupid actions and bla bla bla! Friday afternoon dad acted like a total azz - worse than that. He calls me to tell me that moms blood pressure was so high that it was in stroke stage. We were suppose to go up there for a fish dinner although I’ve been sick with diarrhea b/c of my niece and I had a fallen out and moms crying guilt trip the same night which was Thursday b/c of my niece and I had a fallen out, I was still going and not tell them I’ve been sick. When dad called and told me that about mom, I told hubby to call my brother and aunt because I'm not going up there b/c I can’t handle it right now so he did and dad jumped all over my brother and aunt for calling and then jumped all over hubby for calling them. Hubby gave back just as good as dad gave. Their big freezer went out and we were going to bring our two big coolers up but I didn't go so hubby took them up even after dad jumped all over him. About a half hour later my dad calls to apologize while I was talking to my aunt who was crying her heart out but I didn't tell him that she was on the phone. Later mom calls me and is crying her heart out mad as hell at dad for acting like a jackass and said if hubby comes up there then he’s a damned fool and she said she told dad that if hubby doesn’t come up she wouldn’t blame him and she asked him for a divorce because she cant take anymore of his sh!t. I mean, here I am so upset over Farrah’s passing and then my b!tch niece and now dad and his actions, mom and her blood pressure and crying guilt trip Thursday and then crying that night over dad's actions and my aunt on the phone crying. I’m about to lose it for sure! I'm at home trying to get away/stay away from it all and still I'm bombarded by it all. I can't win for nothing!! I don't mean to down my parents for I love them very dearly but damn!! Lighten up!! I can't take this crap!! Drama drama drama! After being away for a blessing 15 years of peace and now that I'm back, it's back to drama again!! GEEZE!!