Give up? Or keep holding on?

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It's been five days, and I feel like just giving up all faith that things are going to work out for me. Its been days since he talked to me it feels like forever. All our friends know whats going on, what he wants what he doesn't and how he feels but me! He hasn't given me ne information at all, so no I am feeling all these ppl know my fate and wont tell me nething. I'm starting to feel, he doesn't care, that hes moved on and forgotten me already. That he will never talk to me about what as happened and there is no chance of forgivness, or another chance. I'm feeling a sense of betrayal, and sadness wash over me. My heart and soul hurts, and they are tired. I don't feel he is ever coming back even as a friend, and feel like just canceling my service before the week ends and he still don't contact me. I feel so alone, and seem to only come online out of a force of habit now.