Have you ever felt......

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so mad, that you are ready to burst and shout at the Person that is going on and on and on at you about something, when he/she has had to much to drink??????? I did tonight, I do not know how I held in as I just wanted to tell her to shut up and get of my case and look at herself I am not going to say what it was all about as I know the response I will get from some People is well she is right She might be right but I want her to stop as I have listened to this for the last year specially when she has had to much to drink, I have not been to see her for a while because of the last incident with her, I try to see her when she is sober but goodness she gets home from work and starts drinking, then tells me she has only had 3 Glasses, well first of all I did not ask her how many she has had as it is none of business, second of all I am not stupid I have had a Step Dad that was an alcoholic, I had a Husband that was close to one, just because I do not drink does not mean I do not know the difference, I hardly go to see her now because I am fed up with her going on at me, but I thought I would nip round tonight, wish I hadn't, and she pushed me so far I could feel it bubbling up in me I told her nicely, stop going on at me and let me do it my way, but oh no she had to go on at me and tell me I am stupid and I don't care, and all this cr*p, it is not easy to get me to the point where I just want to scream at someone but she has People who know me know I am a very patient and try to avoid any conflicts but she is now starting to push to much, she is not listening when I tell her to get of my case, to leave me to do it my way, she just goes on and on and basically I have had enough I was mentally, physically and verbally abused by People who where drunk, it has left its mark, I am not having it any more so I shall stay away even more, I will not be told that I am stupid and useless She wanted my Boyfriends Number to I told her no, not that I am worried about it but I know that he will tell her in a polite way to mind her own business and to let me do it my way, that he will not force me to anything and that he is happy how I am dealing with it and how well I am doing, I know he will not be to happy with her at all, also she has no right to ring him Well I have sat here for an hour and let the tears flow as again I have been called stupid and useless, just because I am not doing what I am being told to do which is up to me at the end of the Day to deal with my Way So have you ever been that mad or was I just out of order?? I will say I did not have a go at her I went home and cried in frustration and anger Ok this is of my Chest now so I will go now lol