When people start moving away and you feel all alone.

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I used to share the rent with my big brother , who moved away recently and left me all alone in my rental place. Most of the stuff in the house was his as he had bough it with his own money, so he took everything with him when he moved.The TV , the stereo , the PlayStation .. now I am left all alone , with just my old computer and four walls to stare at all day. I miss that he was around , this place was lively when he was around. I still wait to hear his car outside so that I can unlatch the door for him.I had this same problem of letting go when I was finally moving out of my parents house.But before this , my sister , my elder sister was the first to leave , I felt robbed of her since I was so little when she want away and i dint fully understand why she has to go away. Maybe sooner or later I will accept the fact that people need to move out and live on their own in order to also start their own lives , but until then I just feel so lonely .. Has anyone ever felt left alone in this world at any time? When things changed and you felt bad that they have to change because you loved the way things used to be?