What does this mean!---Will he never stop confusing me?

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Okay if you have read any of my recent past posts, you know some about this on and off two year online relationship, I've been going threw which at the moment is off again. However, I been doing things alot different lately, and he's been around me more. If I don't talk to him for a few days, he's messaging ME to see whats going on and usually comes up with a silly excuse for me to go on the online game we met on to spend time with him. One recent talk we had went something like: Him: I need to get a white skinned account Me: Whats the diff they are pixels? Him: Its for me though Me: So? you have a few orcs already... Him: Well no ones an orc in rl Me: How do you know, there could be Him: Well yea your sometimes green xD Me: How so? Him: cause your often Jealous =P Me: Mhm? and are you claiming you never have been? Him: I'm not jealous...I'm just confused =P That is usually how things go we start talking random he brings "us" up, we talk on it for a bit then he goes "hey wait how did this get on us again" I go "Um you..." he changes subject. Though that was first time he ever admited his confusion I sensed as much along time ago from his behavior. However now hes starting to say things that have me wondering. Back when we were still together, he had planned on taking a week off work to come and see me. Well last weekend we are hanging online and he claims: Your going to kill me this xmas xD I asked him: Even if I wanted to how the hell would I theres an ocean between us. He just went: xD. (Now as long as I known him hes barely meantioned xmas, always just acted like it was time off work, that he could play on pc...never made a big fuss of it) Two days ago that changed, we were talking he was about to log and out of the blue he says:I can't wait till Dec. 24th!!!!!!!! Shocked he is so excited about xmas that he mentions it I go: what? why? In which he answer's with: Oh nothin, just a week off work xD(he normally doesnt take a full week on xmas) So suspious from these two mentions I check flights out of curiousity...there is actually a flight coming from where he is, arriving early evening xmas eve...now Idk, its probably a coincidence but why does it seem hes dropping hints??? Is it just me thinking its hints? He totally confuses me...and worse is he draws me in further with the mysterious confusion...