AMG what should I do ?? :((
February 27, 2010 5:59am CST
Friends help me up as I'm really losing the mood to write up my project paper!!! Awh my gosh, I don't know what should I do to be mentally & physically awake these few days!!! i'm in a very bad mood! These few days I'm passing through such a hectic combination of projects & presentations..in the middle of March will be the final exams that I haven't started preparing for as I'm very much busy with projects & presentations that I dont have time for final exam preparation !_! I'm literally going crazy and very much frustrated
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• United States
27 Feb 10
Dear smiley, I so wish I could help. The problem is that I am in much the same situation as you are. All I can tell you is that the world will go on. Just as I am in a depression that if not for a promise I made long ago, I would act on the impulses to take my own life. So I do know how frustrated you are. Last week I took a test that I was sure I would know every answer, but then I came upon two questions that I just could not figure out their solutions. I even got help from my instructor who showed me the logic to finding the answers but when I went to go back and try and remember what he said, it was as though I had forgotten all I had learned. I went home and shut myself inside my room and began to cry. That was yesterday and today I am just as depressed, maybe more so, but I know deep down inside that this will pass, it always does, and always comes back. That is the curse of being bipolar, and no matter what medications I take I will always be either moving towards a state of depression or towards a state of mania. So the best advice I can give you is that you have to learn to live within your abilities. I tell myself this over and over until I hate the words I'm saying but it is the only thing I know to do in order to keep my dream alive as well as my self. Good luck, Bobby.
22 May 10
hello dear... I don't what to say as I think the word [sorry] is a bit late for that as you could be feeling fine by now! well, I have already passed through that scenario during last semester...I must admit it was a very frustrating time..but it is already gone! Each day we face different type of pressure that we have to be extremely strong in facing it despite the fact of being so difficult as you know; it easier said than done..but this is life after all!! hope you are doing great...
• United States
23 May 10
Hello again... I am glad to hear that you have made it through, as have I, not just the depression which is apart of who and what I am, but I also made it through my classes that I felt so out of reach. So as I have made it through one phase in my life another shall fallow, and as you have said this is life after all, that is true and as life is life, there will be times of joy and times of pain, times of trial and times of ease, as one hill rises before us the journey to the other side is filled with all that life has to offer. Once we make it to the valley below we may come across a river that seems impossible to cross, but we know there is always a way and how we choose to take on these obstacles is what defines us as who we really are. For the tree of knowledge is infinite in its design, so one can never stop on their journey of life, you can only take a moments rest to look back at what you've learned and apply it to what you learn throughout the journey of life.