Remembering Baby Sam....

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I lost baby sam 2 years ago I was on my 3rd trimester of my pregnancy when it happened. My husband and I were so excited because we were supposed to see our baby for the first time,I was scheduled for ultra sound test. Baby Sam died on my tummy, no heartbeat was detected during the ultra sound test and no movement at all, that same day I was scheduled for emergency CS.When my doctor asked me if I wanted to see her, I refused. I don't want to see her that way. Losing a baby is a horrific experience no parent should ever have to face. It is one of the most unnatural things that can happen to a mother. It's something many people fear at one time or another, but probably never expect to actually experience. Unfortunately I've been there. I have face the gut wrenching pain of losing a baby. She was my first baby and would have been 2 years old this December..You don't ever get over the loss and parts of you may never accept it..