still no good;(

Philippines
July 12, 2011 9:08pm CST
My day still no good, i don't like it and i hate it. Yesterday i post that i feel bored or something, but today is much worse. Whats wrong with me? Why i have to feel this from time to time? A feeling of alone, left and empty. I couldn't help it this big hallow deep within me. I want to do many things but sometimes it just stop and i don't know why. Sometimes i couldn't understand myself anymore. I felt being cursed. NO matter how hard i try still no change. I still am empty after all. If i go for the flow of what is today still by the end of it this empty feeling is within me.
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11 responses
• Philippines
13 Jul 11
Don't worry. You are not alone! I, too, feel the same way from time to time. It really bothers me when I'm being unproductive for a day. I feel empty frequently. What I try to do is go out the house. Staying at home somehow makes you feel bored because you're too comfortable. Try going out, go to the mall and just walk around. You don't have to buy anything, just go around and enjoy looking at different products. Or call your friends and ask them out. You'll never know what interesting things you could do that you guys might come up with. :)
19 Jul 11
Using this site makes me feel uplifted in a natural way and a form of personal therapy. I can see that many users are on here frequently as I am getting many messages in my inbox in response to mine, and also messages that have been started by people on my friends list. I am now eager to get to 100 messages and see what happens when I get there.
• Philippines
20 Jul 11
Wow.. Me none as of the moment. But hoping someday like you expecting a hundred messages in you inbox.
• Philippines
13 Jul 11
To All Who Responded my Post, THANK YOU SO MUCH! for sharing your positive thoughts. Thank you for sharing your ideas how to lift up my mood. I feel better this very moment. Thank you very very much.
@Soleil05 (136)
• United States
13 Jul 11
It looks like as if you have no direction in life, and it's leaving you unfulfilled and somewhat depressed. Is there anything you want to do or achieve in life? Do you have dreams that you want to accomplish? If so, get to it! Write them down and then see what you need to do to get there, one step at a time. Don't give up and focus! If you have a goal do everything you need to achieve that. Good luck ;)
• Philippines
13 Jul 11
Yes i have dreams and goal to achieve. But i am almost tired of doing what i can and my best to achieve it. I am not in a hurry but i am loosing hope already. And yes i did i write all things that i want to do especially those i dear most but taking one step at time still falling down to achieve it. What else could i do to achieve it?
@Soleil05 (136)
• United States
13 Jul 11
Do you have someone who can help you not lose hope, someone who helps you keep going and who tells you that you can do it? A friend that's also a mentor kind of?
• Philippines
13 Jul 11
nothing. Friends to call come to me ask for advises but on my own depression i find it hard to express like talking with people. I fell lighter when i start to write my depressions and hatred. What i mean through like this or a pen and paper is my only friend and my mentor.
@choybel (5042)
• Philippines
13 Jul 11
Let me give you some tips that could probably brighten up your day or at least keep you busy and off the boredom track. For starters, you could upload your real picture here and maybe redecorate your profile page, if your into those kind of things. IF you want to go price shopping for 2nd hand gadgets, I can give you some websites where you can also start a buy and sell business. You can also spend some time watching funny videos in youtube, try college humor projects. If you are into forums, i have some fun forums you might find interesting. You could also spend some time reading mangga online. I suggest that you just take things slow, do things one at a time. Start from the easiest, one that requires the least effort, then move on to the next. Don't think about everything you want to do at the same time, rather focus on one easy thing first then get it done and then focus as much to the next task. Write down a plan if you wish, some sort of checklist will do. Invite some friends to do some of the things with you, that would make the task lighter and perhaps more fun. Take care and good luck!
• Philippines
13 Jul 11
Hi choybel! thank you so much for all the suggestions :-) first for the real picture hmmm ok ill try maybe after my meeting this afternoon or tom. 2nd give me a website where i can buy a 2nd hand gadgets. 3rd hmm funny videos in youtube ill try that maybe after my meeting also. 4th what is mangga online?
@choybel (5042)
• Philippines
13 Jul 11
Hello! You can try tipidpc.com and tiidcp.com. Mangga is anime comics. Thanks for thanking up my suggestions.
@thatgirl13 (7294)
• South Korea
13 Jul 11
Hey there, I feel almost the same today. Today si such a boring day and I feel like going back to slep again. It rained this morning and everything was so pleasant. I thought it'd be a great day but it hasn't turned out to be anything but boring till now. I hope rest of the day is good. Anyway I think you need someone to talk to. Go have a talk with your siblings or call a friend for a talk. It might refresh you. Good luck.
• South Korea
13 Jul 11
I hope you feel better
• Philippines
13 Jul 11
Hi thatgirl! I think i need that one too. but i don't just share with any friend i know, there is one friend i normally shared things like this but unfortunately this friend of mine can not have much time for me. But i will try to reach this friend so i can talk it out too. thank you :-)
17 Jul 11
Your painting on the wall is quite intense and I suppose it must sum up how you are feeling. It sees as though you need to escape from yourself and can see no way out. I am ure your not on your own with this but there must be someone or something to get you ot of this rut you are currently in. You seem to be going through a depression that needs unravelling. I hope you can get through this by putting your trust in someone to combat your difficulties to get you on an even keel and hopefully lead you to something constructive.
• Philippines
18 Jul 11
Hi! I am almost there of giving up of looking someone to shared with. If ever i have someone i couldn't share this to him coz i know he is much in trouble than me. But my door is never been close for the possibity that he is there composing his thoughts and actions to knock on my door someday. And i believed God prepare someone for me. :-)
• Vietnam
16 Jul 11
You should take a rest. Give yourself one day to do stuffs you want. I believe ur not alone, just lonely at the moment :) Cheer up!
• Philippines
16 Jul 11
Hi JYPgabby! Thanks for responding my unusual behavior in life.. yes im not alone just being lonely then...
@jaiho2009 (39142)
• Philippines
13 Jul 11
Why not go out with friends. Sometimes we really feel that way,like down syndrome has attacked us and won't let us moved. Usually when i feel like that,i go out with friends and divert my feelings to fun and laughter. Sometimes we need to have someone as company to lift our spirit and make us gay. I really hate it too and i don't want my day to be spoiled either. Hope you will feel better now...
@ebuscat (5935)
• Philippines
13 Jul 11
For me never said in your heart you hit your dad feel the love in him so that the heart broke in you will be vain and if not then try to prayed to Jehovah God that he cure your feeling now so be prayed.
@laniekins (4579)
• Philippines
13 Jul 11
Hi there! I can say that there are times that bizarre things happen to humans . I think your emotionally distress. May I ask if you have pets at home? I have cats and dogs, I have this particular baby dog who's very close to me. The reason why I tell you this is that animals, cats and especially dogs can be a good companion to humans. If you deeply love and take good care of them, they will give the love and care back. And ofcourse a lot of prayers, if you feel alone and feel ill or something bad, you just need to pray hard. I am not a very religious person nor going to church every Sunday but I believe in God and I believe in prayers. Always remember that God is always there by your side, you just need to reach out on him . P.S. I love "Footprints in the sand". If you have time, try to read it and your emptiness will be gone. Be happy :)
• Philippines
13 Jul 11
hi laniekins! thank you. I will do that too. Just mind are too occupied with so many things. Probably i'll take it slow and take one step at a time then. thanks for the suggestions, i'll look and read that.
@edsss17 (4394)
• Philippines
13 Jul 11
Hi. Try not to feel like that again. myLot people are here, willing to support you. I feel the same too before, but the people here are just awesome and I forgot being alone and lonely!
• Philippines
17 Jul 11
I'll keep that in mind and hope step by step on applying it. Thanks :)
@kajal1992 (354)
• India
13 Jul 11
the same sometime goes with me, do what you feel good to do, talk with the person with whom you feel most plesant, and whatever you will do, do it steady way, if still you feel like that then take a bath and then a good sleep,, you will much difference.