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Well by now if you have been following you know that there was a part 1 to this dream discussion and now I am going to talk about the dream that woke me up this morning. It was a bad dream it didn't leave me with a good feeling and I am still unsettled about it. The dream is like the other dream see that dream if you want more detail. Both dreams are reflections of how I feel in my life. I also posted another discussion today about how my dreams are all dashed and I am going through a middle age crisis. This dream is reflective of that. My dreams are dashed, at my age realistically I cannot do what I could have done when I was much younger. Also I am disabled which prevents me from doing the things that mean the most to me. I have made adjustments and have done other things in place but it doesn't make up for the fact that my dreams were never meant to be. Also I have been feeling very lonely lately. Only my friend T in real life even bothered to call to wish me a Merry Christmas. Although I called several people that was the only call I got . I had Christmas dinner alone in my room and my son is his, we don't have a table. I will be doing the same thing for New Years. I feel like nobody sees me. So now for the dream. I was going to check my account balance, with my bank card. And there was nothing there. There was no information on me at all at the bank. I spoke to the teller but it was worse than that I was not recorded anywhere in any government agency. It was like I didn't exist. Just like the Sandra Bullock movie. I was panicking because they didn't know how to get my identity back. I woke up not feeling good about this dream at all and this is truly how I feel, like I am useless, nobody sees me. Nobody takes what I say seriously.