Life's Lessons

Tweet

I think I have learned quite a bit in this life. I have learned that a lot of lesser characteristics isn't a bad thing. Like being shy or even a bit backward. They are both endearing and help us to set back and ponder the ole blowhards. We don't have to be in the limelight to be good and be a whole person. I'm okay with who I am. I think that learning that we are where we are supposed to be right here and right now is a fact that gives us so much knowledge just in taking that in. And, a feel of pure happiness to know that is true. We are where we are supposed to be. Fate has a plan for us. Have I loved enough? Not the amount of times I have loved, but, the amount of love I have been able to give out. And do those I love know just how much I do love them. I find that towards new years I mentally do an evaluation of the past year and of the people I surround myself with. I am doing well. My thoughts used to be so chaotic and there was no true apex, just rambling fragments. That was partially my depression and partially a life that wasn't worth living. I don't have a lot of good days, but, the days that are good make the not so good ones worth living. And, a good sense of humor helps so much. If you can't laugh at yourself and at life you are suck. I can't swim so I laugh. I often wonder what will take me. I hope that I go with dignity and that I am able say goodbye to everyone that I need to. Then I want to just go to sleep and not wake up. Not in this dimension anyway. What about yourself?