This Will Be My First and Last Post...

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@allen0187 (59794)
Philippines
April 2, 2016 12:14am CST
This will be the first and last post that I'll write about you. I'm not sure how long this post will be - more than the minimum characters for sure but not sure if it will hit 1,000. Not sure how long it'll take for me to write this post but for sure this will be the first and last post that I will write about you. This will be the first and last post that I will write about you. Not sure how I'd name you. I know there is no chance that you will read this but I really can't be sure. Might as well use a term of endearment - 'sugar', 'babe', 'sweetheart', 'wifey', 'bae' or that often abused 'love'. Regardless of what I choose to call you, this will be the first and last post that I will write about you. This will be the first and last post that I will write about you. Not sure how I'll start or what I'll write or how this will end. Let me write how we met on that fateful day - I said 'Hi!' and you said 'Hello!'. No two words meant so much to me. I can write how much you mean to me then and how much you mean to me now. I can also write how much I never meant anything to you. Not then... not now... not ever. Regardless of what I write, this will be the first and last post that I will write about you. This will be the first and last post that I will write about you... wait, let me correct that. This is the first and last post that I wrote about you.
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@flapiz (23530)
• United Kingdom
2 Apr 16
Ouch and this post reopened the wounds of my grieving heart. Sad.
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@allen0187 (59794)
• Philippines
3 Apr 16
That just means those wounds aren't fully healed yet!
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@allen0187 (59794)
• Philippines
3 Apr 16
@flapiz I respectfully disagree. I think true love does not hurt at all.
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@flapiz (23530)
• United Kingdom
3 Apr 16
@allen0187 Yeah it's not. I don't think it will ever fully heal. But at least I'm accepting it. In my thinking at least it was true love. If it didn't hurt then it wasn't.
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@toniganzon (77183)
• Philippines
2 Apr 16
Why is this post making me sad?
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@allen0187 (59794)
• Philippines
3 Apr 16
Not sure goddess?!!! You want me to make you happy?
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@allen0187 (59794)
• Philippines
4 Apr 16
@toniganzon be careful what you wish for goddess...
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@toniganzon (77183)
• Philippines
3 Apr 16
@allen0187 I would love that more than anything else.
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@Hatley (163772)
• Garden Grove, California
4 Apr 16
whew that is a great post as I felt you hurt, your anger and your decision to cleat it 'out and move on with the rest of your l ife.Good for you,
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@allen0187 (59794)
• Philippines
4 Apr 16
Thanks @Hatley . Moving on... no two words are harder to do!!!
@celticeagle (189880)
• Boise, Idaho
2 Apr 16
Sounds pretty cut and dry. Should I feel sorry about this or be happy it is over?
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@allen0187 (59794)
• Philippines
3 Apr 16
Be happy that it happened... does that count?
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@celticeagle (189880)
• Boise, Idaho
4 Apr 16
@allen0187 ...That is a good way to look at it.
@Bluedoll (16770)
• Canada
28 Oct 17
Like they say it can come back to you.
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@allen0187 (59794)
• Philippines
28 Oct 17
True.
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@PapaBits (622)
• Philippines
2 Apr 16
Such words much sad wow
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@allen0187 (59794)
• Philippines
3 Apr 16
If the post made you sad, I apologize that it worked.
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@PapaBits (622)
• Philippines
3 Apr 16
@allen0187 No need to apologize. Its wonderful how words can cause us such feelings.
@hereandthere (45628)
• Philippines
2 Apr 16
reminds me of jerry maguire - "you had me at hello."
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@allen0187 (59794)
• Philippines
3 Apr 16
Classic line there...
@iamshane487 (1138)
• Manila, Philippines
4 Apr 16
This post is like a song. hehe
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@allen0187 (59794)
• Philippines
4 Apr 16
Is it? What song does it remind you of @iamshane487 ?
• Canada
3 Apr 16
Wow that was really good! You have a talent with words and just reading it made me sad. I hope you'll write more!
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@allen0187 (59794)
• Philippines
3 Apr 16
Thanks for the kind words.
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