One of the Not-So-Fun Elements of Living with Mental Illness

@Lolaze (5092)
St. Louis, Missouri
July 17, 2016 2:32pm CST
Living with a severe mental illness makes every day difficult, but it also makes the big things even bigger. Everyone here basically knows I had a month and a half of daily, severe panic attacks leading up to the surgery to have my wisdom teeth out. On top of the normal swelling, pain, and annoyances of recovery - I've had to deal with the mental health aspect of it as well. I'm not sure if it's been the stress or the medication I was given as anesthesia and for pain, but I've been dealing with hallucinations since surgery. Beginning in just the hours after arriving home from surgery, I was plagued by the sound of a constantly ringing telephone. It's just finally died down today, so that was 5 full days of it. At times it was so loud it kept me from being able to fall asleep. It was very annoying! Just another example of how everything has an extra challenge to it when you throw in mental illness.
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@NJChicaa (127188)
• United States
17 Jul 16
my mother gets auditory hallucinations from medications. . . that could be what you were experiencing.
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@bunnybon7 (50970)
• Holiday, Florida
17 Jul 16
@Lolaze definately both. even though my mom had the same affliction she was not understanding of me.
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@Lolaze (5092)
• St. Louis, Missouri
17 Jul 16
Yes, I think it must have something to do with that plus stress on my body
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@bunnybon7 (50970)
• Holiday, Florida
17 Jul 16
oh i know. i had the ringing thing going on and off when stressed and unable to sleep. only thing saves you is if someone can be helpful and care enough to help you through it. my mother and daughters and even one son has had the same stress factor. so glad it is calming down some for you. i do hope you can get through all this.
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@Lolaze (5092)
• St. Louis, Missouri
17 Jul 16
My mom is to the point, unfortunately, where she's sick of being helpful and is snapping at me all the time over everything.
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@bunnybon7 (50970)
• Holiday, Florida
17 Jul 16
@Lolaze so sorry. some don't realize how hard it is and does she not know it is at time genetic?
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@Lolaze (5092)
• St. Louis, Missouri
17 Jul 16
@bunnybon7 She needs mental help herself but refuses to get it.
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@koopharper (7599)
• Canada
17 Jul 16
My oldest son suffers from schizophrenia. We were told that prior to receiving medication he had a tremendously difficult time getting to sleep because he couldn't just turn the voices off. He is doing better but it would be nice to be free of the medication.
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@jstory07 (148798)
• Roseburg, Oregon
17 Jul 16
I really hope you are doing a lot better. take care.
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• New Delhi, India
17 Jul 16
Stay fit stay healthy. May God bless you