Seriously???!!!!!

@nanette64 (20364)
Fairfield, Texas
January 4, 2017 10:32am CST
If you've been following my events of lately, you know they haven't been good. Well, they aren't getting any better either. Just yesterday I had to rush another cat to the vet and it wasn't good. Her kidneys and liver were completely shutting down and her tests were literally off the charts. She was severely anemic and the vet said she had some kind of rare disease. I had no choice but to put her to sleep. Winnie the Pooh was 11 years old. Then I get a call from the doctor who did my Mammogram on 12/15 and he said it wasn't good. I have some sort of a mass behind my left nipple (sorry guys). Now because of everything else that's been going on, I hadn't checked my boobies lately, so after the call I went to have a look and sure enough, the circular portion of the nipple is not circular and the nipple itself is much bigger than the right one. So I have to go back for and ultra sound and other tests. Then I get a call from my sister stating that her son had gotten a call from another one of our sisters saying that my Dad was having surgery at 4pm. She went into NO detail about the surgery or the cause. My sister tried to call my Dad's wife and I tried to call my half-brother for information but neither of us got a call back. So I don't know what the hell is going on there. My Dad is 86 and has early Dementia so anything could have happened. I am scared to death on so many levels right now.
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@Happy2BeMe (99376)
• Canada
4 Jan 17
I wish I could be there to hug you. You are going through so much. My heart breaks for you. I hope that things start turning around soon. Thinking of you and sending big hugs.
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@nanette64 (20364)
• Fairfield, Texas
4 Jan 17
Thank you so much for the hugs @Happy2BeMe . It makes me feel cared for and gives me hope.
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@Happy2BeMe (99376)
• Canada
4 Jan 17
@nanette64 Hang in there! I am always here for you if you want to talk. xx
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@nanette64 (20364)
• Fairfield, Texas
5 Jan 17
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@LadyDuck (461673)
• Switzerland
4 Jan 17
Poor Nanette, it seems that the New Year has not started very well for you. I am so sorry.
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@LadyDuck (461673)
• Switzerland
4 Jan 17
@nanette64 If I win the lottery I split with you Nanette. I should start to play first.
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@nanette64 (20364)
• Fairfield, Texas
5 Jan 17
@LadyDuck Yeah, I've been counting pennies to see if I can come up with a dollar to buy a ticket.
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@nanette64 (20364)
• Fairfield, Texas
4 Jan 17
I guess this means I won't win the lottery either @LadyDuck ; darn it! Thank you for your hugs Sweetness.
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@KrauseHome (36448)
• United States
5 Jan 17
Sorry to hear about everything that is going on in your life. I will be lifting you up in Prayer and wishing the Best for you.
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@nanette64 (20364)
• Fairfield, Texas
5 Jan 17
Thank you so much @KrauseHome , it is truly appreciated.
@Juliaacv (49034)
• Canada
4 Jan 17
This is terrible news, I feel so bad for you on many levels. I'll keep you in my prayers and I only wish the very best for you, take care.
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@nanette64 (20364)
• Fairfield, Texas
4 Jan 17
Thank you so much @Juliaacv . I need to buckle down, suck it up and keep on, keep on.
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@Juliaacv (49034)
• Canada
4 Jan 17
@nanette64 You've got a brave and strong outlook, it tells me that you'll be fine.
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@amadeo (111942)
• United States
4 Jan 17
Oh!my yes prayers are going out to you.
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@nanette64 (20364)
• Fairfield, Texas
4 Jan 17
I appreciate it a lot @amadeo , thank you.
@gigil_etb (140)
5 Jan 17
I feel you ma'am. I'm also going through a lot right now. Just pray to God to take the wheel for you.
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@nanette64 (20364)
• Fairfield, Texas
5 Jan 17
I just hope 'He's" not the one mad at me @gigil_etb .
5 Jan 17
@nanette64 ha! i have that same feeling too! But I still hope He is not. He is God of mercy. And He does not give tests that we can not handle. Let us just keep the faith.
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@jaboUK (64360)
• United Kingdom
4 Jan 17
Oh Nanette I'm so sorry for all your troubles. I wish I could do more than tell you that you are in my thoughts
@shaynas (5488)
• India
4 Jan 17
So much of not so good things at a time, hope you get the strength to handle it all
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@nanette64 (20364)
• Fairfield, Texas
4 Jan 17
My Dad raised me to be able to get through anything @shaynas , so hopefully I can maintain through this too.
@FayeHazel (40246)
• United States
4 Jan 17
I'm so sorry about all the goings on in your life right now, it's all hard stuff, but once you get through it, it will be solved. I will pray
@Kandae11 (53900)
4 Jan 17
They say -" behind every dark cloud there is a silver lining". Hold on, things will get better.
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@nanette64 (20364)
• Fairfield, Texas
4 Jan 17
I hope so @Kandae11 ; thank you.