I need a lot of prayers
By aubrey
@averygirl72 (38849)
Philippines
May 12, 2017 6:19am CST
Something abnormal is really happening to me. My mind and feelings is my own enemy. I feel like I have demons of nervousness. I can't relax. I always feel tension in my chest and stomach. I thought if I'm busy they will not bother me. But my thoughts is scaring me that I will have nervousness attack. I will have nervous stomach and my chest will tighten and I feel hard to breathe. I feel nervous and tense without anything serious really happening. I try to fight it but it tend to get worse. Plus my sleep is not consistent sometimes I can sleep sometimes I cannot. I'm really struggling.
It's a lie I know there's nothing to be nervous about but I fear that I feel nervousness symptoms while being busy just like while I'm mylotting, washing the dishes. I feel a rush of nervous feeling around my stomach and in my chest and now my chest is aching. My real name is Aubrey San Diego. If you have free time always pray for a miracle for me that I get to feel normal again relax and calm not tense and nervous
I wish one day I will feel better and I will not post something like this again and post that I am now tension free
I wish one day I will feel better and I will not post something like this again and post that I am now tension free11 people like this
12 responses
@atoz1to10 (6780)
• Australia
12 May 17
Do you think you need to see a doctor? You sound like your mental health is not good.
Hope you will feel better soon.
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@averygirl72 (38849)
• Philippines
12 May 17
@atoz1to10 why you need a psychiatrist? I use to crochet and garden too. I will distract my mind. Pray for me please
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@atoz1to10 (6780)
• Australia
12 May 17
@averygirl72 For my record (for work) I have to see pyschologist as well as psychiatrist. I know it's good to have someone to talk to but I dont think I am that sick to see them.
I will pray for you... But you have to believe in yourself. Only you can cure your sickness, no one else. Try not to take so much medicine as they only make you sicker. That's my opion. Take care.
@Letranknight2015 (52665)
• Philippines
13 May 17
@averygirl72 maybe you should get another specialist if this one doesn't work.
@m_audrey6788 (58468)
• Germany
12 May 17
My sister used to be like that before..but I asked her to try do some little activities at home like painting, paper clay making or try listening to music or try singing..also go out with friends..Wish this will help you..Get well soon...I will include you in my prayers 
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@m_audrey6788 (58468)
• Germany
12 May 17
@averygirl72 ..Ok I will include you in my prayers..Get well soon..
@averygirl72 (38849)
• Philippines
12 May 17
Really? I don't have friends now only my family and mylot. I need to be distracted from this anxious thoughts and feelings to feel relax. But I don't know why I can't stop myself worrying and being nervous even if I really want to be free. My enemy is my own thoughts and feelings. Include me in your prayers everyday
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@prashu228 (37518)
• India
12 May 17
Why don't you check with psychiatrist, that will help you to become normal
@averygirl72 (38849)
• Philippines
15 May 17
@hereandthere Yes but he does not change my medicines
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@hereandthere (45628)
• Philippines
15 May 17
@averygirl72 if your current doctor refuses to change your medicine, then he should explain why (for example, are there dangerous side effects). then he should also give you alternatives/backups that don't involve medicine. the last resort would be to find another doctor for a second opinion.
@hereandthere (45628)
• Philippines
13 May 17
@averygirl72 did you tell him that it does not work anymore?
@JudyEv (381950)
• Rockingham, Australia
12 May 17
I am so sorry you are so distressed. I do think you need to see a doctor.
@averygirl72 (38849)
• Philippines
12 May 17
I see a doctor but the medicines are not working enough. Only miracle from God can save me at this time and I feel he is not hearing me. This is going for a month now.
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@averygirl72 (38849)
• Philippines
13 May 17
I will see my psychiatrist. I hope I feel better before June starts
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@Sreekala (34312)
• India
12 May 17
@averygirl72 Please relax and there will be solution for each and every problem. So please be confident and take appropriate actions for solving it. You will be alright soon. There is nothing serious, only need to change to attitude.
@averygirl72 (38849)
• Philippines
12 May 17
@Sreekala This is happening for about a month now it started early April. I became like this last November and I get better December, January, February and March. It should be easy I just wonder why it's so hard this time. There is a struggle. I will try to relax please include me in your prayers everyday
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@averygirl72 (38849)
• Philippines
12 May 17
This thoughts is bothering me and my nervous feeling makes it worst. I need to be distracted from this be active be busy. I don't have friends I can talk to only my family and mylot
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@averygirl72 (38849)
• Philippines
27 Aug 17
God is good I feel much better now. I just have to keep myself busy and my mind diverted from irrational thoughts
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@Letranknight2015 (52665)
• Philippines
13 May 17
You're kidding right? Don't worry we will pray for you. I can't believe you revealed your name. I do want to believe that what you're experiencing is a medical condition. You really should pay a visit to a doctor, there might be a medication of treatment for you.
@averygirl72 (38849)
• Philippines
13 May 17
I'm not kidding. I'm tense and nervous. I'm not relax this is not normal maybe I have severe anxiety that I transfer my nervousness to almost anything that I do. The more I say I will control it the more it will attack. This is psychological maybe I'm paranoid of nervousness I feel it all the time. Please pray for my insomnia too include me in your prayers. I give my name so you can say my complete name in your prayers
@amadeo (111937)
• United States
12 May 17
you seems to have a lot of anxiety there.Have you seen someone on this.
@averygirl72 (38849)
• Philippines
13 May 17
I had this resolve a long time but now it comes back again. If you remember include me in your prayers
@JediYoda (1646)
• Samoa
12 May 17
My thoughts and prayers for you. Have you consulted any medical practitioners about this?
