Death
@Nevena83 (65280)
Serbia
March 29, 2020 10:11am CST
Good day friends
My day was terrible. I had a confrontation with my father that put me out of tact. He was drunk again and began to tell very hard lies, saying that I had said it. I started to defend myself, but he was horrible, uttered horrible insults, and my mother was silent.
I called my aunt, his sister and said what happened and said I'm sorry, but I wish my father a death. 
She understood me, because she knows what the hell I'm going through every day.
I am a parent and I cannot imagine my son wishing for my death, but then know what is going on in my life, in my head, and how much more I can't stand all this.
I was very upset, I couldn't breathe, my chest ached, my hands were seized ... I could barely stop crying, and my father went to his room and watched TV peacefully.
Have you ever wished for someone to die?
She understood me, because she knows what the hell I'm going through every day.
I am a parent and I cannot imagine my son wishing for my death, but then know what is going on in my life, in my head, and how much more I can't stand all this.
I was very upset, I couldn't breathe, my chest ached, my hands were seized ... I could barely stop crying, and my father went to his room and watched TV peacefully.
Have you ever wished for someone to die?16 people like this
15 responses
@thislittlepennyearns (58362)
• Defuniak Springs, Florida
29 Mar 20
I would move out. There's no reason for you or your children to be surrounded by that
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@Hannihar (129632)
• Israel
31 Mar 20
@Nevena83
People that have a problem with drinking do tell lies a lot. I take it your mother is afraid of him. I can understand why you would wish that on your father. I am so sorry you have to deal with that. Probably have because they deserve it.
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@judithml (398)
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4 Apr 20
I'm sorry that this is happening and that it is with your father. I hope you will find way to stay away from him to stay out of similar situations and I wish you peace.
As for your question had I ever wished for someone to die? I did several times and this was to an enemy. She was my ex co worker and the cause of my hatred was she telling ties and manipulating me.
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@marguicha (216171)
• Chile
29 Mar 20
Can´t you just go to another room when he is like that?
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@marguicha (216171)
• Chile
29 Mar 20
@Nevena83 Try to stay away from the stress while you are working.
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@Tampa_girl7 (49222)
• United States
30 Mar 20
I’ve never wished for anyone to die, but I have wished that they would leave and I wouldn’t have to see them anymore. I hope that your situation improves
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@aaronlevy (19)
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30 Mar 20
I understand you perfectly. I have also wished the same when i got really angry
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@Nevena83 (65280)
• Serbia
30 Mar 20
These are situations where someone hurts us a lot. It feels so heavy.
@snowy22315 (170926)
• United States
29 Mar 20
I feel for you. He seems like a terrible person. Your mom is complicit by just standing by.
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@Nevena83 (65280)
• Serbia
29 Mar 20
Thank you. Yes, I always ask her if it is possible that she may not respond to all that. I have a child and I cannot imagine myself in her situation.
