Couldn't Sleep

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So a lot has been going on in my life recently, but we will get to that another time but for now, I gotta tell you the situation that I am in right now SO I have a phone call that is happening in...I have no idea and that is the biggest problem. I typically sleep during the mornings, from like 6am-12:30pm roughly. But knowing that I was going to have a call, assuming that the possible time this could start would be at 8 or 9am, I was like hmm I"m going to go to sleep early! You know...because 4am is early I was actually tired because it was an exhausting day for me and I had just gone through some emotions, so I was tired. I was getting all cozy, did my little nightly ritual of playing a few games before I sleep, and I was about to go to sleep when BOOM A storm comes on in, and this is a monsoon, so a monsoon is nothing to just ignore and enjoy the rain noises. No no...when your bed moves because the wind is so fast it is shaking your house...it is scary! So, I couldn't sleep with that, so I started watching some Tiktoks. It took a while for the storm to finally calm down and it eventually did. I spent another maybe 15 minutes just to make sure it didn't start up again and I tried to go to sleep and I couldn't... I would watch more tiktok videos and then sleep and then nope! Finally it is around 7am, I watch one last video...it was one of my favorite videos and I couldn't sleep because I was laughing too much and welp...I am like, I can't sleep now because what if I get the phone call?!?! So..now I am awake. and for anyone who is asking, well why can't you just have your phone next to you as you sleep? Well, this doesn't happen all the time, but sometimes I will be in deep enough sleep that I can even hear a firetruck and an ambulance plus several cop cars go by...you think I am going to hear my phone? Pffft nooo So, I am paranoid that I won't hear my phone go off and then I have to go through this nightmare again and I don't want to! So I am awake and here I am! We're doing great...yeahh... I sense a little bit of caffeine in my future, not too much, but a little bit.