My relationship with my nieces

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My niece got married recently and I wasn't invited. It really didn't bother me but it bothered my mom. What bothered me was she didn't invite my brother who she used to be close to and who actually helped her move states. He helped her a lot but wasn't invited to her wedding. This particular brother isn't in the good graces of my sister she has made herself close to recently and I think that's why she distanced herself. My sister has more money than most because she isn't married nor does she have kids and she is a saver. It also annoyed me she couldn't invite my brother but could invite my uncle and aunt (her great uncle and aunt) who she doesn't even really know. They also have money and I can't say that's why she invited them but it's a theme I'm noticing recently with her. I feel like some things have started to go to her head lately with her new job position. I could be wrong but it's just how I feel. I'm glad she's making money but I don't like the way she has started acting towards others like she is somehow better. My brother was mad that none of our aunts or uncles showed up to her wedding but they didn't even know who she was. She has never once reached out to talk to them but invites them meanwhile snubbing my brother who helped her move. That's what makes me mad. I haven't really talked to her in years. I used to try and reach out and then when she started ignoring me I took the hint and now don't bother. The phone works both ways. I used to try and keep up with people and then realized they didn't really care to talk to me or didn't bother to reach out to me so I stopped to see who would continue to talk to me and that's when I realized it wasn't worth my time. A relationship should never be one-sided. I may not talk to people all the time but I'll reach out every so often to say hi and see how people are even if it isn't on a regular basis. I'm terrible with upkeeping friendships but I will never ignore them and if I haven't heard from them in a while I will message to see how they are doing. I used to feel super guilty if I went too long without talking to someone then realized I wasn't hearing anything from them either. I have friends where we go a long time without talking but we take turns reaching out from time to time. Those are my friendships that have lasted. I have just found the older I get my time is precious so I should only bother contacting those that want to remain in my life. I see my great nieces nearly every day since they are in kindergarten and I work in the same hallway and neither of them knows me. People could say this is my fault because I didn't bother going to anything I was invited to or to make myself present but while this is partially true it goes both ways. My son doesn't know my nieces either for the same reason. I didn't see them going to anything I invited them to so I stopped inviting them because I got the picture. They didn't want to come so I didn't invite them so they didn't have to worry about getting an invite. I still get invited to things and I still ignore them. It's nothing against their kids they have nothing to do with any of it but I can't see involving myself where I'm only ever invited to things that involve gifts and when my nieces can't be bothered to come to my son's either. I would invite them to things like Thanksgiving too and they didn't bother coming so I got to this point where I just figured it wasn't worth my time anymore. My mom said she went to my niece's bridal shower and my niece didn't even bother talking to her. My brother also seldom sees my mom. He has all kinds of opinions he shares with people about everyone else and how we handle situations while not being involved in anything himself which ticks me off. I've basically wiped my hands with them. I won't be rude but I also don't go out of my way for them either. If they message me first I'll respond. If they talk to me I'll talk but I won't go out of my way to talk to them. I love my family but I really don't know most of them. I grew up with my nieces the way some people do cousins since we were close in age and we were close when we were younger but as we grew up we grew apart and I guess that happens sometimes and I've learned to accept that but I don't appreciate family being mad when I show them the same respect I was shown. I'm not out and out mean about it but I don't go to things anymore. I hold my brother's kids to their own standards because they aren't just my brother's kids like my younger nieces and nephews they were basically like cousins and friends growing up and I hold them to their own standards. If they can't be bothered to show up to things then neither can I. I am tired of giving time to people who don't return it. My time is precious and I could be using it for something better than a party for a kid who I don't even know and who won't even really know who I am whether I show up or not because they have other family they are closer to. If they wanted me to be a part of their kid's life they'd have made some effort too. It is only partially my own fault it's also theirs. I could take time but at the same time even if I did would it have mattered if they only called on me when they wanted something? My kid doesn't know them and it doesn't bother me. I don't think me not being there bothers them either because honestly we no longer know each other. The only thing that really bothers me is the way they act behind my back or at least the things I've heard. It also bothers me the way they treat my brother who has helped them a bunch of times. Whether my sister is close to him or not anymore shouldn't matter. They are having their own feud right now and that's only between them and shouldn't involve anyone else and the fact that they're taking my sister's side without listening to anything he has to say ticks me off. They're my brother and sister and I'm leaving stuff between them the way it should be. He's my brother and I don't care what anyone else thinks about me hanging out with him.