I'm just lost for words

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I don't know what to say or how to make things go like I need them to go, cause if I say anything it gets taken to another level so I don't say anything. but WHAT is in my head has a LOT to say. I'm at the point where I just have to close my eyes & pray pray pray & just let things go as they go & just deal with it, last week it was the wind this week is going to be the rain, next month it's going to be the heat I CAN'T win for losing & he's already been told that if he makes the wrong move he could be paralyzed & that was several yrs ago. I keep reminding him of this & he says but they didn't say what side?? WHAT?? it doesn't MATTER what side, your spine is in the middle it could be EITHER side or even BOTH he didn't have anything to say after that but hard head makes a SOFT A-- & that's what it's going to take, but YET he still thinks he can do what he use to yrs ago & can't. How do you deal with some 1 with such a hard head like what I'm dealing with ?? I can't seem to get it through his head to HIRE a person that is WILLING to work for what we can give him? HELP. I've done called the person to tell him if he could find his way over here I have the $ to pay him & it would be in between me & him & my husband will just have to deal with it cause it's what I NEED to get done without him being stupid risking HIS life trying to do it. It's just a matter of WHEN he can get over here to do what needs to be done & get paid & I have PLENTY of work husband can do without putting his life in danger on a 10 ft ladder that's just life.