Being obssessed with love is the Truth

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Last night i cleared all of followers on my new social account,i've spent 3 years to promote works to the overseas Chinese.But no one cares about my literature.They just want to see me speaking of dissidences and getting arrested by Chinese Communist party one day,so they can use it as an excuse to attack the Communist Rule in China.That's how evil Chinese is,even they've been at the freedom land. I finally understand what they're seeking from me,so i kicked them all out.Now my brain goes blank,i never doubt my talent on literature,but why no one cares about me?why no miracle falls down on me after i chase the dream of being a poet with 19 years? Still now i get the courage to live from a vintage prophecy.It says that China will have a Saint to save them,he comes from a poor peasant family but savvies the eternal truth,so one day he stands up and preach the gospels to the whole world.After he died,people called him the Saint Ziwei(Ziwei Shengren).I did so much is all for seizing the fame of being the Saint Ziwei.So i take a lot of works on Religion,politics and philosophy,try to find a way to touch the paradise. Surely,you can see it's all my hallucination.If i were that Messiah,how could i be so pathetic but God still choose not to save me?But in this tragic life,between the discrimination of the Overseas Chinese and the tyranny of Communist party,i found a truth that is listening to your heart.Or make it poetic that is Better turn into a demon for the love than turn into an angel without emotion. In a word,Being obssessed with love is the truth is what i found in the Bible and human history.Considering about Russia-Ukraine war,Post-CovidVirus Era and the rise of the totalitarianism,no one will buy my words.Because they've weakened their faith to Jesus.They don't believe in love but the hatred,don't submit to the gospels of heaven but the glory of this world. Set myself as an example,i missed so many beautiful and happy things just because i am a child from the peasant family.No good happens to me,i had to admit i hated Chinese Communist Party and my parents,they totally screwed my life. Once i had fallen in love with 3 girls,but nothing happened because i was too inferior to confess my heart words.These sorrows sank down and bred an evil flower-that is my disillusioned aesthetics.You can think me as psycho or weirdo,i've been lost in this Modern Sodom that no angel comes to save Lot. But in the end,i put everything down,i understand the Chinese President Hsi has a nightmare-like childhood,so he chose to take revenge on Chinese people.and everyone is led by the fate's strings,no one is free until God gifts him. So what grudge do i still need to hold?Now i'm like the dying John Keats,just immerse myself in the love with Fanny Brawne.Although i never get her even snuggle up against her,i still remember that loving feeling,so beautiful,so curable and so fascinating.